I'm having an existential crisis. Like seriously, I'm on the verge of tears. I have no clue what I want in a wedding dress anymore. I thought I knew but now I'm totally lost.
Everyone kept putting doubts in m mind telling me I should go try on more dresses. I'm having panic just thinking about that. I don't want to go to yet another bridal salon with pushy sales people putting me in too small gowns and telling me to "imagine it fitting right". I want to be celebrated not degraded. I want the bridal experience that every woman wants. I'm genuinely considering having the dress custom made for me. To be able to get essentially my dream dress custom fitted to me, it would only be $995. But there lies the problem. That's really expensive, I'm poor. I'm confused, irritated and very upset. I wish we could just elope.